It is far too easy to shy away from poses we dislike, conveniently "forgetting" to practice or simply making sure we don't! But poses we dislike have something to teach us. There are lessons for us physically, mentally, emotionally, energetically, or spiritually (or sometimes all of the above!) I have a personal example from this month's pose I would like to share with all of you.
A couple of years ago, I posted this:
Okay, this month's pose is one of my least favorite. I injured my hamstring 13 years ago and this pose was the one that most aggravated the injured state. About two months ago I healed the injury completely. Anyway, I taught the pose this morning and realized, even though my injury is gone, I still have animosity toward the pose! This month I vow to include it in every practice and teach it in every class. It is time to learn more from this pose. It obviously has something to teach me.
A month later, I posted this:
At the beginning of the month, I posted about how I didn't care for this pose much. I vowed to practice it and teach it in every class for the month to explore where it was my attitude came from. My students and I played with working the feet more, engaging the legs more fully, opening the heart more. I discovered what I didn't like...I have to work harder in the pose than, well, I wanted to. I wasn't working my legs enough, grounding the back heal and the ball of the front foot. I discovered that grounding the back foot helped wake up my back hamstring and the inner thigh. I also discovered that I needed to draw the femur bone in more as I drew up and over the front leg. Phew! Good stuff! Now, while I don't profess to loving the pose yet...I do understand its gift to me...
Don't let your feelings about a pose keep you from learning what it has to teach you. Face the pose with the courage of an explorer and the gentleness and compassion of a friend. Undoubtedly you will learn much about yourself!
parsvottanasana
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